I’m struggling to do things in my life differently than I ever have before. I’m trying to believe that there are people out there who are reading this blog, so I keep going, no matter what is trying to keep me from sticking to my work.
But oh, how much harder is it to come back to the keys, especially when I’ve skipped a few days. I don’t think of missing a few days as a failure, but I do feel as if I should apologize to you all and myself for missing these few minutes I spend writing. I know I need to step up my game again. I’ve been tired and distracted and empty. I’ve been reading, in hopes that reading will bring me back home to the page.
Again, it’s the struggling of my body to get through each day that makes it so hard to come back. I barely have enough energy for the important things. Then I remember that yes, this is one of the important things. It is now and will forevermore be one of the MOST IMPORTANT things for me. I need to start acting like that is true.
Finding Our Voices Together 